Behind these eyes

I can’t explain it, but it feels like there’s a movie playing behind my eyes. Like there some subconscious world taking place. God is giving me encounters on a subconscious level. The other night, God woke me up and said “from the inside out”. I’m still praying and playing with what that might mean, but in diving deeper into prophecy and the heart of God it seems the world around me and it’s seeming reality begins to unravel. I begin to see in a different way, looking not only at the world but into and through it. It is funny to me that the modem conventional Christian man is a clean cut, closely cropped, emotionally guarded, and skeptical being. The fact of the matter is that that is not God’s intention for us. This is exemplified mainly through John the baptist and Jesus in particular, who were so out and about. This will continue later


Who God is to me

To me God is a father. He is to me a father in that a father guides his children to the right places and the right decisions. He is not only a driving force but He is also a beacon that shows me where to go when I am in the darkness and can’t always see the way. He shows me how to fix things. He shows me but doesn’t always do it for me because he a father that doing my tasks for me each and every time I won’t learn how to step into things myself. He wants us to rely on Him this much is true, but he also wants us to be able to rely on ourselves. For if we can’t rely on ourselves who else can rely on us. That’s why His kingdom has been established because it is a network of connections if people through God who rely on God and also each other. We are brothers and sisters and brothers and sisters have to rely on each other along with daddy. He is a father because He knows me so deeply just like a father does. He studies me and seeks me and spends quality time with me. He looks out for me and keeps me safe because He knows that even though I grow in Him and become stronger I will always need His guidance and His protection. I thank you God for all you have provided and all you have taught me. I thank you for the insight you give me into the world. I thank you for your perfect and easy presence. I thank you for the gifts that you have given me and I thank you for my family. I lift your name and I worship you above all. In Jesus name.


I declare renewed identity and confirmation of inheritance. Lord I stand on the promises you made to me and that you have demonstrated to others for you are no favorer of men. I declare now the purity in me and my family. I will not only claim and step into the promises you made but also see into them. You are a lord that reaps where he has not seen and we walk in your image so that we have been given the authority to do the same. May others be blessed through what I sew into you. You have told me to wear white from now on and I shall do this to demonstrate your glory and purity. I thank you for all financial provision. I declare that finances will be provided in you so that my family will prosper and those around us will prosper. I declare a deepening and increase in the prophetic in me because you have called me to minister and teach all over the world and it is you who makes me adequate to satisfy your will. Lord I thank you for the adequacy that you have put in me and for the fittings you have put in me. I thank you for divine words and visions. I thank you for authority here on earth that was given to us by your son Jesus. Thank you for loving us so much as to make us worthy of you through the sacrifice of your son. You are redeemer and strong tower. You are faithful and new every single day and we humble ourselves before you. I’m so glad to dance before you in worship and to weep with absolute joy at.the redemption of your children. In Jesus’ name I declare these things by the authority of God in heaven that was passed down by the son. In Jesus’ name, amen